Those people who were bumming food and housing off of us are finally gone, hopefully we can keep food around longer. I'm still completely alone and a junkie, but at least I can keep myself alive better now. I plan to drop out and get a nightshift job soon, maybe things will look up then.
I live under the same house with a lot of people, I don't know when they'll leave but hopefully soon. I also live with a lot of kids (and adults who act like kids). Knowing that, it's no surprise that food gets gone fast. I try to rashion when I can since I also have an eating disorder which makes things even worse. I want to comfortably eat. Life is so hard. I just want to live by myself (or with a lover, but my luck is shitty so probably not) and have an easy life with a community who cares about me and my work, but that will probably never happen. I hate that I still have hope for my future cause it's driving me insane...
I recently became an animator and I love it. Obviously not a paid one, It's pretty much just a hobby right now but I do hope to get a job as an animator at some point. I would prefer to work with an indie studio or group over corperate cause I've heard so many horror stories of how they treat their employees. I bet indie studios pay their animators better anyway.
I went to the doctors today and mentioned about my rash and break out issues. They couldn't tell me what was wrong, so they set me up with a dermatologist. I'm quite worried about it since the literal doctors couldn't tell me what was wrong. It wasn't scabies, measles, chicken pox, ache break outs, or an allergy reaction which is good but that only leaves way for worse dignoses. They would have told me if it was skin cancer, so don't worry! I'll try to provide an update on this situation as soon as I figure out what's wrong with me.
I posted the start of the comic (yay!). I'm just going to post page by page instead of by chapter. If I gain enough fans of this comic (lets say about 100-200) I will rewire the comic page to be navigated by chapter so it's easier to start where you left off. I would also like to make merch as well but that would take many many fans so I don't end up wasting my time and resources, not saying I won't do it, think of it more like a milestone thing (200 or so fans would lead to the recoding of that page, small to medium community would equal me making merch, and so on). If I hit that small percentage of success and gain a large fanbase, I'll think about signing merch too! (If I can figure out how to set that up)
I had to pause game production due to my current living and mental situation. Stressing about the future has rotted my mind, I swear. I hope everything I have planned (both personal life and work) goes as I need it to so I can get famous, gain a fandom, and if I'm finally well enough to go out in public then joining panels and conventions as well like all the other indie creators.
Thank you for visiting the website, social media is too strict and uneven in enforcing their rules which means it would be too risky to post all the things I wanna post on there (like my comic for example, still in production, obviously). I had to do sooo much research to find a website maker thing that wouldn't care just so I could post this friggin' comic (and some art, I guess). Now that I figured things out I can finally make more of the stuff I want to make (yay!).